I'm not keeping up with this!

AHHHHHHHHHHH!
there, blogspot, you have driven me to the point of screamo madness.
haha.
i'm so dramatic sometimes.
but i gotta keep life interesting.
anyways!
so many things are just like i dont know falling apart or something.
like.
well okay really its only one thing.
i'm TRYING [trying being the key word] to start a teen girl Bible study on Monday nights.
last week it went pretty good, though only two people came, we basically just talked about what we were going to do for the summer and how things were going to go down.
and it was great! i mean i loved being able to talk to Olivia and Shelby and get to know them better! they totally are awesome.
well then this week was going to be our first official meeting.
but no one can come!
so sad. and now i'm totally clueless as to what to do tonight. i mean i would go hang out with my lovely friend megan who i haven't seen in forever it seems! but she's like on house arrest or something by her mother. sad.
i can't get a hold of my friend amelia to see her.
and all my mom wants to do is clean.
BUM-to the-MER.
oh and nate and britta already left for dothan to go shopping so i can't go up there either.
you know what?
i might just read.
that is what i'll do.
read.
reading is good. and i'm getting to a pretty good part in the book i'm reading so yeah. that is what i will do.
BLAH. i'm so tired!
on the up note i did get to meet the lady i'm going to be babysitting for on wednesday and so that is exciting!
making money!
or well trying to.
haha!
gonna go read now!


xoxo,
bekah