23.2.09

you all have a right to hate me.

but i just didn't really have much to say this weekend.
oh wait. there are some things.
and really these were both from friday.
and i didn't post anything friday because i had barely any time on the computer friday.
seriously guys.
like okay here was my day friday.
wake up.
get ready.
leave to go to co-op.
[[oh and speaking of co-op, our drama went surprisingly well! everyone did an awesome job and it was great!]]
then go home.
i was home for less than two hours.
in those two hours i was trying to help my mom with whatever she needed help with.
the i went to the coffee shop at three.
because i had math.
then from math.
i...
went to dinner with megan.
we picked up marlee.
went to see confessions of a shopaholic.
[[good movie!]]
killed an hour in walmart guy hunting.
hehe =]]
then i got home at 10.
so yeah.
by the time i got home i was way too tired to do anything.
except get on facebook for about an hour to play poker...
i know i could have posted then.
but i'm addicted to poker.
so i have a problem.
and yeah.
there you go.
then my excuse for saturday and sunday.
um. i just didn't do anything those days.
and couldn't think of anything witty or funny.
and therefore didn't post anything.

now then.



I'M SORRY!I'M SORRY!I'M SORRY!I'M SORRY!I'M SORRY!
I'M SORRY!I'M SORRY!I'M SORRY!I'M SORRY!I'M SORRY!
I'M SORRY!I'M SORRY!I'M SORRY!I'M SORRY!I'M SORRY!
I'M SORRY!I'M SORRY!I'M SORRY!I'M SORRY!I'M SORRY!
I'M SORRY!I'M SORRY!I'M SORRY!I'M SORRY!I'M SORRY!
I'M SORRY!I'M SORRY!I'M SORRY!I'M SORRY!I'M SORRY!
I'M SORRY!I'M SORRY!I'M SORRY!I'M SORRY!I'M SORRY!
I'M SORRY!I'M SORRY!I'M SORRY!I'M SORRY!I'M SORRY!
I'M SORRY!I'M SORRY!I'M SORRY!I'M SORRY!I'M SORRY!
I'M SORRY!I'M SORRY!I'M SORRY!I'M SORRY!I'M SORRY!
I'M SORRY!I'M SORRY!I'M SORRY!I'M SORRY!I'M SORRY!
I'M SORRY!I'M SORRY!I'M SORRY!I'M SORRY!I'M SORRY!
I'M SORRY!I'M SORRY!I'M SORRY!I'M SORRY!I'M SORRY!
I'M SORRY!I'M SORRY!I'M SORRY!I'M SORRY!I'M SORRY!





forgive me?



well i have to go and get ready now. i'll ttyl!



xoxo,
bekah

19.2.09

grr. um. ugh. blah. pff. erm. psh. fine.

okay today.
is going.
to.
be.
WEIRD.
and its a long story behind why.
but its just.
well.
ugh.


fine. i'll say it.
i just dont want to see someone today.
but i'm going to have to.
and so i'm not looking forward to it....
but i do get to see AMELIA BADELIA!
yay!
gots to go shower.




xoxo,
bekah

18.2.09

bekah advice.

here is where i give you a little piece of advice.
its a new feature on this lovely site.
and there should be about one a day =]]
so for today.
my advice to the world is.



Don't let the weather keep you down because you can still dance in the rain =]]




xoxo,
bekah

17.2.09

so today.

was pretty awesome!
i got to see megan and hang out!
she's completely awesome.
and we have fun at parks.


"MY CEMENT!"


hehe. long story.
anyways. today was just a good day all around.
and i really needed it too because yesterday was NOT a good day.
oh goodness.
i'm not even going into it.
but it was just BAD!
so anyways.
just thought i would leave you guys with a little update on my life.
wow. i'm getting bad at this.

note to self: come up with more witty things to say.




xoxo,
bekah

16.2.09

there is a reason..

behind me not posting anything.
i just haven't figured it out yet.
sorry guys =[[
i dont know what came over me!
this weekend has just been a super weird one.
and i've been off my routine.
but now i'm back on.
and i should be fine.
and posting every day again =]]
sorry again!



xoxo,
bekah

12.2.09

why didn't i post yesterady?

oh right.
becaue it was hectic yesterday!
and today is gonna be a pretty crazy day too.
but not till like 2.
so i guess not too much of a crazy day.
my mom and brother left this morning though.
went to NC.
ugh. I WANTED TO GO!
but w/e i'll just go stay with the Blakley's.
lol.
well i have to get some things ready so i'll speak with you all later =]]




xoxo,
bekah

10.2.09

so driving.

is harder than it looks.
i hate you all for making it look so easy.
lol.
but i am getting the hang of it.
well.
sort of.
i need ALOT more practice.
and i should probably learn to go faster than 15 miles an hour.
hehe =]]



xoxo,
bekah

9.2.09

I....

GOT MY PERMIT!
THAT'S ALL FOR TODAY.
I'M TIRED AND GOING TO BED SOON!
NIGHT!




xoxo,
bekah

8.2.09

memories =]]

so today. i decided to take a trip down memory lane.
i have a little memory box of random what not that i just can't seem to part with and i ran into some old notes from the lovely friends of mine.
they were quite hilarious and i find myself realizing something.


i really have become very mellow.


like i was a dramatic little cookie back in the day.
[[[which was actually a wednesday. haha!]]]
anyways. so i realized.
that i really have become more mellow about things.
like i've matured i guess.
lol.
i'm not making any sense am i?
well thats okay.


anyways. i also came across a list of all my old cheers.
and i do actually miss cheerleading.
and also i still remember every single cheer.
haha.
well not completely bust mostly.
funny stuff.
all this to say it was a very relaxing weekend and fun trip down memory lane.





[[[wow i sound really weird. i promise never to go back down memory lane if it means i speak like this. haha =]]]]



xoxo,
bekah

7.2.09

OMG.

i didn't post yesterday?!?
are you kidding me?!
how could i have forgotten?!
wow. thats horrible.
okay so here's whats going down.
bekah, is officially.
angry at the world.
well she was.
yesterday.
because she now has to wait till MONDAY!
to get her permit.
are you freakin kidding me?!
ugh.ugh.ugh.
i hate my life.
but i guess life is pretty chill other than that minor detail.
anyways. i have to go.
do something productive.



xoxo,
bekah

5.2.09

100 Books For 2009.

is my goal.
now the question is.
can i make it?!?!
i hope so.

lets see here.
at the end of January.
i had a total of.
4 books.
yeah. not good.
BUT! not to worry.
11 months left! lol.

i have to go to math now. ugh =[[



xoxo,
bekah

4.2.09

i decided.

that i don't want to post what i was going to say online.
because then it would be written down somewhere.
for all the world to see.
and also i'm pretty sure charli is the only one who reads this.
so CHARLI! call me.
and i'll tell you =]]
anyways guys. i'm going to bed becaues MEGAN is making me wake up in the moring.
grr.
hehe.



xoxo,
bekah

hate.hate.hate

my blankets on my bed.
they never stay on me.
and then i'm always freezing!
grr.

okay i need to finish my math.
ugh MEGAN! stop giving me work to do.
lol. i have more to say.
but i can't talk right now.
so yeah.
i'll post something later.
and UPDATE you guys!



xoxo,
bekah

3.2.09

blah. ugh. grr. umm.

i dont really know what to say.
its so confusing.
and so weird.
that i'm about to say.
UGH! NEVERMIND!
and yeah. so there's my statement on life.
haha. i'm so.
ugh.
there isn't even a word for it!
haha.


KATE AND THE PRINCE UPDATE: chapter nine is posted. chapter ten is in the making.
hehe =]]


well thats all loves.


xoxo,
bekah

2.2.09

update: Kate and the Prince

don't worry.
its still being worked on.
it just well.
hasn't been worked on lately.
because.
i'm a loser writer and can't seem to write anything.
well really.
i dont know which way to go with the story.
i want it to be a love/action/suspence/fansty story.
is that too much to ask?
ugh.

well. tonight.
when i get home.
i PROMISE! and i mean it this time.
i will get my little butt on this computer.
and at the least finishing chapter nine.
ugh. i've come so far i dont want it to end!
lol.
anyways.
i have to go and finish my math before 3 comes around.
which is in an hour and 45 minutes!!!
omg!
okay. leaving. toodles!



xoxo,
bekah

edit: "it should have been posted yesterday"

now. this is pretty sad.
because its completely like point blank a type-o.
with it being all caps and what not.
HOW DID I MANAGE NOT TO SEE IT?!?


weird word #2: WAMR- well it should have been WARM
WAMR isn't a word.
complete type-o.
everyone gets them =]]


oh and the other one.
well i don't actually know how to spell the guys name.
but i'm pretty sure i got it wrong.


weir word #3: flecter- maybe fletcher?
ugh. its a weird name and i can't think of how to spell it.
grrr.



xoxo,
bekah

i was hoping.

to actually have something to say today.
but i dont.
because the evil steelers.
had to win the superbowl again.
and just couldn't let the amazing Kurt Warner have one last win.
grr. steelers.
okay i'm over it now.
umm. lets see here.
oh some sleeping advice.

its totally awesome to listen to music as you try to fall asleep.
but you know not just any kind of music.
you need to listen to music that doesn't have words.
therefore you won't be up all night singing to your fav songs.
so like instrumental kind of music.
its the best!
really it is.
so yeah. there's your little piece of advice from me today.
and thats all i got for now folks.



xoxo,
bekah

1.2.09

no post yesterday because.

i just didn't have anything to say.
because i just did like nothing.
really.
nothing at all.
i just was around my house.
watching a little dane cook with the brother.
and then some chick flicks.
so yeah.
it was a very uneventful day.
and i just did NOTHING.
and now today is SUPERBOWL SUNDAY!
woot.woot.
still dont know who i'm cheering for.
but i'll decide soon enough.
well.
got a few hours before i must head out.
so i best get on that math thats due tomorrow.
ugh MEGAN! why do you have to give me so much math.
note to self: work on managing time and throwing a little math in each day.



xoxo,
bekah