i'm surprised.

i haven't passed out already...
three hours of sleep last night...
i'm like a dead person i'm so tired...
my eyes keep closing even writing this...
good thing i can type with my eyes shut.
hehe XDD
ugh.
i need sleep. i need sleep. i NEED sleep.
you know what.
i'm getting off of here now. and gonna stop blogging and go get that sleep!
lol.
GOODNIGHT!



xoxo,
bekah


ps. prom was awesome! i had fun! everything was great!

technology...

is one of the best things!
i love it!
really...really...really love it!
=]]

this is just a random blog befor i go to bed...
PROM tomorrow!
excitement...
major!
i'll have pics for you guys in a few days!
byes!



xoxo,
bekah

I'm really excited.

NO.
i'm beyond excited.
NO.
i'm screaming my head off with excitment and i just can't contain this sort of excitment anymore or i will explode into a million pieces.
yeah, that sounds about right.
hehe =]]

wish i could say why.
sadly i can't cause its not something i want or need doctumented right about now...
anyways!
i'm out to watch HEROES!



xoxo,
bekah

there comes a time...

when i WISH so badly that i could just say
NO
NO
NO
NO
NO

but sadly that time has not come
and i have to just suck it up and say
YES.

ugh. alright. fine. sure. whatever. okay. blah.
i need to learn how to say no.
but i fail, miserably.
so yeah. that's all i have to say.
short little rant for you guys to read and wonder what on earth am i talking about.
hmm.
wouldn't you like to know?
hehe. i'm not telling.
XDD



xoxo,
bekah

eyebrows.

done.
thank goodness!
but now i have to do MORE spring cleaning with my mom...
don't get me wrong i love to hang out with my mom
but spring cleaning
not so much fun...
i think its safe to say she has developed an addiction.
nonetheless
i still love her =]]




xoxo,
bekah

my mom gave me a C-

on my driving.
okay fine but in my defences it was NIGHT TIME.
done complaining.

you know i really didn't even want to drive tonight.
but i figured i should probably get as much practice in as possible.
so yeah.
okay i'm done with that topic.


i want May 9 to be here already!

ugh i have to get my eye brows done tomorrow.

my brother has a shinner. poor guy.

prom is totally like pretty much in a week!

i have the hiccups right now.

and i'm about done with my book so i'm leaving to go finish it...



xoxo,
bekah



ps. yes those were just random thoughts that came to mind as i tried to think of something to say. guess i thought of 6 things. GO ME!

OH! I FORGOT...

i will find who is the winner of the contest on May 9, 2009!
if you guys wanna just look at Ally Carter's website instead of waiting for me to post something about it then you can check it out at
http://www.allycarter.com/blog.html

not to mention Ally is an amazing author and I adore her work!
so yeah...
that's all guys!




xoxo,
bekah

I guess I am the type of girl...

who will write an essay in hopes to win a book!
but not just any book people...
its GG3 signed!
i'm super excited now! i really want that book!
hopefully Ally picks me!
and for your reading pleasure i present my essay for you guys!
tell me what you think of it please!




What It Means To Be A Real Gallagher Girl

Because I have no time to interview Cameron Morgan on this topic, or have a chance to speak to the headmistress of Gallagher Girl Academy, I will have to do my best in informing you of what it truly means to be a Gallagher Girl. I have been studying the subject for months and a few traits in which a Gallagher Girl should and must have come to mind. First she must be a quick thinker, one who can come up with a plan to escape a high class ball when her strapless bra some how manages to fall off. Second she must be able to be calm in such a situation as her bra falling off that no one really does notice she is calculating how to escape such a high class ball. And finally a Gallagher Girl must always have a plan B if she was put in such a situation as mentioned before but then runs into a subject who will not let her complete the mission she was on. These are all traits I believe a Gallagher Girl should have and therefore would show what it truly means to be a Gallagher Girl. To be a Gallagher Girl is to be fast, yet sly, and always ready with a back up plan.






xoxo,
bekah

am i changing?

i feel as if i'm changing.
like...
i'm acting different.
i'm doing different things.
i'm friends with people i didn't think i would befriend.
i'm just different.
but i love it!

i love my life down here in ala-BAM-a!
its just so different that it was excatly what i needed!
so what if i have changed...
at least i'm happy right?


yup.
i'm def happy =]]



xoxo,
bekah

you know what...

I LOVE DRIVING!
i'm actually pretty good at it now and i completely and utterly love it! like you have no idea! it's awesome! and fun! and just all around great!
i'm so excited for august now!
and i'm just excited!
hehe.

i love driving...
i'm on a driving high i guess =]]



xoxo,
bekah

blah.blah.blah

my head hurts right now...
but my school work is the problem...
i dont like having to think about africa and stupid science what not...
neither subject is going to benefit me with what i wanna do with my life...
so yeah. i dont wannna!
and therefore i'm posting a blog to waste time and push school out of my mind for a total of ten minutes because that is probably how long i have till i have to start doing school work again before my mom catches on that i'm not doing school work and instead writing a blog...
hehe =]]



ugh. fine i'll go back and do the stupid school work...
africa is just SO entertaining...NOT




xoxo,
bekah

i'm getting back into blogging again =]]

its feeling more natural again!
AWESOME!
sadly i have nothing to say today...
so this is going to be short.
guess its a hey how are you guys doing?
look i'm actually blogging...
blog.

yeah that's it!
i haven't given any bekah advice lately...
hmm...



BEKAH ADVICE:
YOU MUST NO MATTER WHAT READ THE TWILIGHT SERIES.
hehe.


that's funny advice.
but i really do love TWILIGHT!
its awesome!
still upset about kristin getting the part as bella though...
but i have come to realize that the reason no one is happy with kristin
playing bella
is probably because most girls pictured themself as bella
and therefore kristin doesn't look right
because she doesn't look like US!
i knew it...lol.
well okay that's how i feel...
opinions anyone?

peace out.




xoxo,
bekah

ON A HAPPIER NOTE.

teen CBS was awesome tonight and i'm so happy that God gave me the courage to go up and talk.
THANK YOU JESUS =]]



xoxo,
bekah

thoughts for what just happened.

i'm breathing again
but my heart cries out in pain
how can you
be so on my mind
its not like you were everything to me
yet seeing you again changed everything
its like i had finally built a wall between us
but tonight
everything went crashing down again
i have to start the rebuilding process
all over again...



sorry this is way emo of me.
but i'm not too happy at the moment...



xoxo,
bekah

countdowns.

To realese dates for books/movies i am dying to see.

1st. A Passion Denied- comes out sometime in May. why won't anyone tell me when excatly it will be coming out?! [[okay just went and did a little research. yeah umm one website that being Amazon told me that the book comes out May 1st. where as another website that being Barnes&Noble told me April 2009. this crazy.]]

okay moving on from this crazyness.


2nd. Don't Judge A Girl By Her Cover- June 9, 2009!
so way excited.

3rd. Tempted- October 2009!
don't know the exact day at the moment.

4th. New Moon(movie)- November 21, 2009!
can't wait even though i know i'll cry my eyes out...seriously. lol.

And it would be really nice if some how we could all find out when Midnight Sun was coming out...i wanna know so bad!



xoxo,
bekah

there is something about blogging.

that just makes me feel better =]]
so. remember all this happy go hopeful crap i had?
yeah well it is officially dead.
so you guys won't ever know what it was.
because that means i have to actually say it.
and bekah right now just doesn't want to have to say it.
at all.
so i'm officially done with that surprise news you guys might get to find out and turns out no one will know.
muhahaha!
okay that was weird.
alright how about this?
if you must must must know.
then email me!
faycheerleader@hotmail.com




xoxo,
bekah

confusion to the maxo.

seriously guys.
i'm so confused with life right now!
UGH! BLAH! GRR!
it's just that.
umm. well.
okay i'm going to attempt to tell you guys without actually telling you guys.
due to the fact that this is NOT something i want posted on the internet nor documented in any way.
so i'm told that something COULD happen.
and that the likely hood of it happening is GOOD!
yet.
that was told to me like a month ago.
and it has YET to happen.
so advice time for me.
WHAT DO I DO?
have hope still or do i give up and do something else?!
is this confusing? i'm sure it is.
but i can't really tell you guys.
well at least not now.
maybe.
but not now. as in right at this very moment.
lol. yes we all do know that i'm crazy.
and no i will not join your support group =PP

alright i'm out!



xoxo,
bekah

100 Books For 2009. [update]

okay guys! i know i haven't posted in awhile.
sorry about that.
been busy.
I GOT TO GO SEE SARAH! so that was exciting!
oh and i've been reading alot again!
i might be able to get 100 books read this year...
hmmm. *hopeful thinking*
well. lets see here. i'll give you guys an update i guess.
i'm currently sitting at
20 books.
and its April 2...
so lets see here.
i need to read 80 books.
in the next.
9 months.
so that's what?
about 9 books each month.
i can do that!
well i hope i can.
oh goodness i'm really scared now....
haha! jk.
i can do it!

well off to go finish up some school work and then get to reading...
maybe i can knock out a book seeing that its raining and i'm not doing anything else for the rest of the day...
why not just sit around and read?
sounds good to me!




xoxo,
bekah