8.4.09

blah.blah.blah

my head hurts right now...
but my school work is the problem...
i dont like having to think about africa and stupid science what not...
neither subject is going to benefit me with what i wanna do with my life...
so yeah. i dont wannna!
and therefore i'm posting a blog to waste time and push school out of my mind for a total of ten minutes because that is probably how long i have till i have to start doing school work again before my mom catches on that i'm not doing school work and instead writing a blog...
hehe =]]



ugh. fine i'll go back and do the stupid school work...
africa is just SO entertaining...NOT




xoxo,
bekah

7.4.09

i'm getting back into blogging again =]]

its feeling more natural again!
AWESOME!
sadly i have nothing to say today...
so this is going to be short.
guess its a hey how are you guys doing?
look i'm actually blogging...
blog.

yeah that's it!
i haven't given any bekah advice lately...
hmm...



BEKAH ADVICE:
YOU MUST NO MATTER WHAT READ THE TWILIGHT SERIES.
hehe.



that's funny advice.
but i really do love TWILIGHT!
its awesome!
still upset about kristin getting the part as bella though...
but i have come to realize that the reason no one is happy with kristin
playing bella
is probably because most girls pictured themself as bella
and therefore kristin doesn't look right
because she doesn't look like US!
i knew it...lol.
well okay that's how i feel...
opinions anyone?

peace out.




xoxo,
bekah

6.4.09

ON A HAPPIER NOTE.

teen CBS was awesome tonight and i'm so happy that God gave me the courage to go up and talk.
THANK YOU JESUS =]]



xoxo,
bekah

thoughts for what just happened.

i'm breathing again
but my heart cries out in pain
how can you
be so on my mind
its not like you were everything to me
yet seeing you again changed everything
its like i had finally built a wall between us
but tonight
everything went crashing down again
i have to start the rebuilding process
all over again...



sorry this is way emo of me.
but i'm not too happy at the moment...



xoxo,
bekah

countdowns.

To realese dates for books/movies i am dying to see.

1st. A Passion Denied- comes out sometime in May. why won't anyone tell me when excatly it will be coming out?! [[okay just went and did a little research. yeah umm one website that being Amazon told me that the book comes out May 1st. where as another website that being Barnes&Noble told me April 2009. this crazy.]]

okay moving on from this crazyness.


2nd. Don't Judge A Girl By Her Cover- June 9, 2009!
so way excited.

3rd. Tempted- October 2009!
don't know the exact day at the moment.

4th. New Moon(movie)- November 21, 2009!
can't wait even though i know i'll cry my eyes out...seriously. lol.

And it would be really nice if some how we could all find out when Midnight Sun was coming out...i wanna know so bad!



xoxo,
bekah

3.4.09

there is something about blogging.

that just makes me feel better =]]
so. remember all this happy go hopeful crap i had?
yeah well it is officially dead.
so you guys won't ever know what it was.
because that means i have to actually say it.
and bekah right now just doesn't want to have to say it.
at all.
so i'm officially done with that surprise news you guys might get to find out and turns out no one will know.
muhahaha!
okay that was weird.
alright how about this?
if you must must must know.
then email me!
faycheerleader@hotmail.com




xoxo,
bekah

confusion to the maxo.

seriously guys.
i'm so confused with life right now!
UGH! BLAH! GRR!
it's just that.
umm. well.
okay i'm going to attempt to tell you guys without actually telling you guys.
due to the fact that this is NOT something i want posted on the internet nor documented in any way.
so i'm told that something COULD happen.
and that the likely hood of it happening is GOOD!
yet.
that was told to me like a month ago.
and it has YET to happen.
so advice time for me.
WHAT DO I DO?
have hope still or do i give up and do something else?!
is this confusing? i'm sure it is.
but i can't really tell you guys.
well at least not now.
maybe.
but not now. as in right at this very moment.
lol. yes we all do know that i'm crazy.
and no i will not join your support group =PP

alright i'm out!



xoxo,
bekah